Your melody-Her song

Sing your melody so quietly and harmonically

Hit those notes until they reach the clouds and open the sky

Let the world hear your inner voice, so lovely

Calling your love who by all these tears went blind

 
She’s full of sorrows, fears and nightmares

Some of which never seem to ever disappear

But feel that in her craved and hurt soul hides more than this

And see how easily you can revive it in holding her near

 
Step out of your cave and embrace her darkness

Hold it so tied while the wind hysterically blows

Sing her your song full of kindness

And help her find the music notes of her own once more

 

Who am I?

I am love

I am one with the force and the force is with me

I am the sounds of the birds from your garden that you don’t always hear

because the birds are sometime quiet

I am all a smile but this smile sometimes hides the pain which loves to carve my soul

I am the hysterical laugh that annoys those who have forgotten how it is to be truly happy

but I am also the tears which are real and burst out to clean my soul, for I am both dirty and crystal-clear

I am friendly and loyal but now and than I am mad, I am sad, I am angry, mostly angry at myself because

I am childish, I am egoistic but I am a lover too

and most important: I am me, I accept me as I am and with all that I am

I am love

Alis volat propriis

Your love is something most of us would even fight for. This warmth you give to your next is something many people have never felt in their entire life. Some might have dared to dream about this summer wave which comes out of your halo, and some don’t even have the capability to think that far nor could they possibly imagine what it is to feel this heat.

Your love calms one down and opens their soul to existence, helps them discover their inner beauty by only taking a look into your eyes that serve as a reflection so they can see what they really are, hear their own voice.

You hold into your arms more than just the body of your lover, you hold their treasure but also their misery, which by only your lifting it up starts vanishing away.

You free your lover from any sorrow they were caring with until the moment they’ve met you.

You give them back their freedom and remind them about their own wings.

How we forgot to love

I wonder why do we keep ourselves so far away from happiness. We encage our soul from the world and are our own bomb creators. We fight ourselves instead of using all this power we’ve got to love us a little bit more. We became so protective and wasted all our young years building so many defence-walls around us that even the bravest warrior has it too hard to break them down.

We forgot how it feels to be loved and are not the only ones, even Bob Marley was insecure if it was love he was feeling when his soul was shivering by the touch of his lover.

We forgot that we are beautiful just the way we are and that some people around appreciate us even though they might have difficulties expressing it. Not only their words count but also their actions. We concentrate so much on what we want to hear that we often forget how full of lies the sounds coming out of a mouth could be if they are not coming directly from the heart. We often oversee the small actions of love we are given being busy searching for something bigger.

We label love and ignore its real face. But how could we be blamed for this ignorance when even the smallest actions of love didn’t delight us? How could we know love if we were trapped in a dark universe with no stars shining over us?

We used to breathe out all the pain inside us so we could make space for new emotionless feelings. Our soul hosted humiliation for so long that it had forgotten how was to feel happy inside and had mistaken fantasy for real life.

So many of us walk the shinny roads of this beautiful life still being dead asleep and some don’t wake up at all for only love could raise us from this slow-wave sleep we are caught in.

Letter to a special friend

Family is not defined by blood but through love

The long forgotten feeling is coming back to me like a southern bird flies back ,over the oceans, to their sunny-warmed homes. Walking down the yellow bricked road paved by the golden sun together with the sand brought from all the continents, I finally feel freedom inside my bones. Running hand in hand and laughing with you along the Caribbean Sea frees my mind from all the miserable thoughts collected all these years of sorrow and fills my heart with pleasant memories that I could never possibly forget. With all the over-delicious pastries, all the with honey made Mojitos, the natural water and the “arroz con frijoles” that I’ve shared with you these day, I’ve actually gain back love. This love, that warmes you up, breathes you and keeps you alive can only be felt by those who see the beauty in little thing, in simple things, in natural things, in everything that surrounds us. This love, that makes us laugh until we burst in tears of happiness and hold our body not to fall apart in shaking our bones, while lying on a mattress on the balcony of our in Cienfuegos situated casa compartida, is the most angelic feeling that could ever be felt by a human being.

Your love is a love that makes the world go round ❤️

Like a shell

We all build walls around us to protect ourselves from the pain and the hate which has overtaken this beautiful world. We build heavy, thick walls to hide from the sight of the people around us. We keep our inner beauty clean and bright, letting it shine only for our own body.

All that is left is writing, writing about how we really feel inside, about who we really are. This is the only way we communicate to the outside world.

We hide the bones and cells of which our body is made but that’s not all – we isolate our soul too, not letting in the sun.

One important aspect, while building these walls, had been neglected: the windows. We somehow forgot that the sun cannot warm us if we don’t give it the opportunity to shine in.

How long should we wait before we take the hammer and start breaking down the walls? How long are we going to hide our feelings? Do we really have to wait until we shade our skin, like snakes do, so our loved ones can see our beauty? Aren’t we the masters of our fate and the captains of our souls?

We decide how we shall feel, we alone built these walls and we alone can break them down so easily. Lucky us that we don’t have to wait until our soul leaves the body so we could decompose and leave behind our beautiful structure, like a shell has to do. Have you ever picked up a shell, while walking on a beach? Have you ever wondered how it looked inside, trying to figure out the shape of its skeleton? Have you ever taken time to admire the beauty of nature?

Nature gives us everything we’ve ever been searching for. It gives us everything we need in order to be happy yet we are still asking for more. We are hungry and the more we get the more we want, being too dumb to appreciate what we already have.

Nature loves unconditionally but we, are we? Do we know how to love? Do we do whatever we do just because we feel like it or because we want something else in return? Do we really have to leave our bodies for others to see how beautifully we are structured?

No! We don’t! We can undress ourselves from these dirty clothes we are wearing every single day, and let the world see our inner beauty.

We can take this beautiful shell as our example, that we found while walking on a beach. It had to leave its beautiful home for us to see its lines and shapes, but we can use our power to show anyone our beauty. If the shell had had the same power it wouldn’t have wasted it, I assure you.

 

Don’t waste your power on building walls but take it all to spread love.

This time meet me on my sunny road

This time meet me on my sunny road, dancing, spinning and laughing out loud. I finally feel that I deserve to be happy too, after everything I’ve done for the people in my inner circle I think I can finally put my weapons down and let the cold breeze cover me whole. I can finally breathe love again, I am finally free of your lashes which tightened my souls so hard that even now after months of freedom I can still see the marks they had left behind. But it’s hurting less and less with each day passing by! My wounds are healing and yours will soon start to burn. My dear lost friend you better stand up and start taking care of yourself because I am not in your universe anymore. I’ve changed the galaxy and left your Imperium. I’ve traveled way too far to turn back to my past. I’ve told you and warned you that once I’ll be gone I’ll be gone forever. Yet there you are my dear craving for my soul which all these years you’ve mistreated. The game is over and none of us has won it but I’m the one standing, I’m the one breathing, I’m the one who’s happy now for it was not my game but yours.